hello;)

sorry not updating always now. im busy working with business cafe. ohgoshh. i'm so lucky working at there. terus jadi manager pelatih now. but i still i about my study. i still waiting for it.:) that cafe boss is anak datuk punya Parkson. and his father ever teach my father too. hahaha ;D kbye

i still hoping

so goodbye to my first long term relationship. i love you but its too late. why i keep still hoping that you say you will return to me? because all the memories with you i still keep and love when i saw it. ;( i need to forget you from now. thanks for all the memories. yes. even my mouth say i don't care but in my heart i still love you. i admit i still stalk you. you happy now w'out me. thanks. :(

happy valentine day all ;)

sorry the pic i don't rotate it. yeahhh. the girl is my bff. Victoria Hudson is her name ;) for 3 years friendship. me and her are the most naughty among 5 of us in bff. we drink drunk together. break the rule together and love to make crazy things together in public. 3 of my bff ladies not like us rugged and stylo. hahaha! pewitt. kbyee. HAPYY VALENTINE TO MY BOY AND FIRENDS <3

Bruno Mars -When I was your man (lyrics)

this song mean this one guy who menyesal let her girl go. i've been that before. and i can't be with him again eventhough he has tried too many. i hope he's happy and may God bless you. you will always be my friend. this song is sad :(

chinese new year ;)

today picture ;) ngabang at my cousin bf house. so yeahh. i like it. :) ada angpau. yeayeayy! i met my cousin bf punya cousin that still have a crush toward me. so. feel awkward. he's melanauchinese too. whatever laa. hahaha. thats what my boy friend(kawan lelaki) always told me, 'everytime i bring new friend mesti they like you. you use magic ka? hahahaha!' wth. haha. idgad. i have my bf and he's always in my heart as long as i live. byeeeeee <3

happy chinese new year :D

hello! its new year. and its snake water year. hope this year will be my prosperity, wisdom, strength, health, wealth and beautiful awesome life. my family celebrate chinese new year in Mukah ;) iloveyouall! byeeeeee ;) <3 God bless.

from Korea. ;)

this is some my brother bought from korea. yeah yeah ;)

chinese new year shopping :) for today

first day shopping ;)

Special Olympics: (my brother Gabriel Pidan) got 3rd place in Special Olympic Floor Hockey in Korea

Special Olympics:

my senget and my big brother ;)

he's amazing, handsome and awesome brother and senget to me. i love him. thanks for everyhing senget. okay. mok cakap pasal nya tok. hrmm. dari segi kmk tgga personaliti ny tok manja gilak, pande merajuk, gk malu2 ngn kmk gk ya. hahaha. first time jumpa ny time study kat Twintech College. ;) time ya la kat hostel jumpa and nampak ny sia. ya pun ny tok leader kat hostel juak. hehe. first time kmk tgga ny time kmk bg borang kat ny kat security place sia. ya nang awkward la bila ckp ngn ny dolok. ya pun janji mk bg gmbr passport kmk pun sik da lalu smpe knek. hahaha. sorry ya deng. ;) kkya time start orentasi! wahhh. ya nok best ny sbb ny jd faci group mkorg bahh. wasehh. hahahaha! kmk pun knk pilih jd penolong ketua kumpulan dlm group mkorg tok. berat tggungjawab tok sbb ketua ada sikit sot2. hahaha. :p start dr ya kmk salu perhati senget kmk tok. ny nang PEMALU habis laa. nang lain dr org lain. HAHA. hrmm. sorry mun kmk ada lupak2 sik tauk gk part ney. haha. tok gk la kmk tgga funny. time city tour ya kt Waterfront Kuching. time ya blum gk apa2. semua group brpecah jln2 ngn gang. agk kmk ingat kmk and Racheal dgelar mpuan artis and kacak time ya. HAHA! lawakk2. and tang tetiba jk senget kmk tok text kmk. nang blur kmk. disuruh ny agak waterfont pastok n group juak tp  sekali kmk tnyak cheal xda juak ktk msg ny. so kmk reply balit kmk tok mk cucuk duit lok bok agak. aluu la ktk reply cucuk duit ya bnyk2. haha. tp kmk asa kmk xblas ehh. ada la ktk pdh nk kmk la first junior msg ktk n ktk happy gilak. cehh. HAHA. tapi kmk pun happy eh. :p lepas kjadian ya taduak rapat and aluu la ada bnyk org dengki. ya part kmk nang sik suka. nang banyak lu jk. tapi bersabar jk laa. ada sekali kmk snggup bg hadiah baju kt ktk. nsib kmk tauk citarasa ktk ya. ala2 KOREA la tek. hehe ;p kkya lollipop gik. ngee. besar gk yaa. nang rindu la kmk ngn ktk. sorry mun kmk tok bnyk menyusah kn ktk dolok sampe kmk menangis dlm dorm kdk pa time ktk tuduh ktk ya. haha. ;) btw, hope relationship kita tok berkekalan smpe bila2 k senget. ;)

eh2, ada gk smpe senior kwn ktk semua mkin rapat ngn kmk gara2 ktk rapat ngn kmk. kmk suka. ;) smpe dak racheal semua dolok fikir kitaduak tok bgrek. haha. sikpaa. tapi lama2 time ya juak ktk dh da grk. ;( time ya la tang ttiba kmk jealous tgga ktk rapat ngn ny. tp apa kn daya kmk kuat sbb kmk doakn ktk n nya akn berkekalan juak. ;) kmk pun dh anggap ktk tok abg angkat kmk. ;) and last2 Senget kesayangan kmk wlaupun taduak sama2 ada grk knek. hehe. time hari ibu ya kt hostel nang kmk terkejut ktk dtg aee. fikir ktk bulak time yaa. happy kmk eh! eee. HAHA. melepas juak rindu time ya. ngee. tapi sik lama juak taduak ee. huhu.

last kmk jumpa ktk time ktk agak kuching mk ambik brg kt kolej. nasib la jumpa ktk juak. kmk gik simpan vodoo doll ya n nametag ktk semua ya. sampe cdak kwn2 lain jealous tgga kmk ada hadiah and nametag ktk. kmk senyum jk. haha. petang ya ktk dh mok balik. kmk sedih ktk tinggalkn kmk sebenarny. dh la time ya juak ada org mok luah kn perasaan kt kmk tp kmk penting kn ktk lok sbb ktk sikda kat sisi kmk mun mk lepak sama. :'( sorry ys sikda benda mk dibagi juak. bagi kuih batik ya la cukup. makanan juak ya nak. hehe.

imissyouabangsenget <3

handsome ;)

me and him time mother's day <3

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congratulation senget ;)

on his birthday 16th sept ;)

february month ;)

woww. lama tidak update eh. ;) hello semua. hehe. its first month of february. its love month so yeahh. every year in this valentine day i will be single or far from my bf. haha. whatever. so i can't wait celebrate chinese new year this year. :) okay. thats all. bye.

photo for today

i just wanna say that i miss my cousins. we now far apart and i dont know why. my mistake is it? :( im sad. i've changed more better because of you guys. but now you guys pulak terbalik. hrm. its okay. i know who i am. still remember when you guys having big problem and i always be there? i know i'm bad, always go clubbing, sosial nowadays but i've changed a lot. i just miss you guys now. :'( i don't even know what happen now actually. but if i'm wrong i wanna say SORRY to you. :)

p/s: i love you guys no matter what. you all are my family <3 :')

this song is inspire me a lot :')

about me

my name is Christabel Hazel Ng Charles. will be turning 19 this year. 19.09.1994 and i love those numbers so much. all 9 ryte? ;) i'm Melanau mix Chinese. i have an awesome family. 5 of us including me. wanna know them? my king and only one, PAPA :) Charles Vincent is his name. he's simple and sometimes can be garang. rawrr. :D i'm his secretary and i'm a daddy girl. we have many chemistry. he's love to dance and he's a dancer too. aww. he love art too. his attitude mostly like my attitude too. so that's why i'm more with my papa than my mama. talk about my mama. she's my queen and MAMA Carolina Ng Bujang. she's is the tiger. garang but sporting. yeahh. me and her not so rapat. bak kata orang tidak padan. haha. my mama this rapat with my youngest brother. that's why he manja. my family always call her Datin because of her fashion. yup. when she's young she's like me love fashions and woww. ;) ngee. she's an athlete in school last time. now talking about my siblings. i'm the only daughter and only girl. ;) my 2nd brother name is Gabriel Pidan. he's now taller than me and he's form 5. he's swimmer, hockey player, footballer, prefect in school, an athlete too. when you saw his body he's abs will be shown like wowww. hahaha. don't ever mess with him. he's strong like damn. i even can't playing boxing with him because i know i will lose. :D this year he will going to Korea for Hockey competition. OMG! i'm the one who want to go Korea but he pulak yang go. i envy. haha. hope his team will be champion! GAMBATEH! FIGHTING! xD the youngest is Jeremiah Trunix. he's different than both of us. a bit brownish. haha. he's mummy favourite. whatever. :D he loves to cook. he's cooking is awesome \m/ that's all.

about my siblings. we always fight but if you guys mess with them, you guys will deserve more extreme from me. get it? ;)

i love them no matter what happen!

MY LOVELY FAMILY <3

my FAMILY that i love the most.

abygail and me :)

Mama Long and Me :)

irvin and me :)

Iva and me

irvin, me and Ingrid

syalayla

cousins, aunty and niece

ashley (niece) and me

iva and me

the cousins melanau

my niece Vanessa Mening

iva and me in Melanau costume

MY PARENTS

Andrew and Venetia

rey and ingrid

shivani

bryan

THOSE ARE SOME OF MY COUSINS AND RELATIVES. SOME I STILL DON'T HAVE THIER PICTURES SORRY ;) I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL. ;)

today's life

okay. i just woke up. hello everyone. how was your day today? since i'm in miri i just locked up in the room nowadays. no mood going out from the house. if want lepak no place to go. boring Miri nowadays. places people always lepak Bintang Mega Mall Parkson, Boulevard, Imperial Mall, GOL, Taman Awam and macam2 la. malas want to list it. hahahha. ohh about my boyfiee. he say wanna make tattoo yesterday but his sister don't ask him to do. haha. kesian nya. don't know la he do or not. yeahh. everyday tengok movie jak. :D whatever. thats all. later update my blog again. bye!