photo for today

i just wanna say that i miss my cousins. we now far apart and i dont know why. my mistake is it? :( im sad. i've changed more better because of you guys. but now you guys pulak terbalik. hrm. its okay. i know who i am. still remember when you guys having big problem and i always be there? i know i'm bad, always go clubbing, sosial nowadays but i've changed a lot. i just miss you guys now. :'( i don't even know what happen now actually. but if i'm wrong i wanna say SORRY to you. :)

p/s: i love you guys no matter what. you all are my family <3 :')

this song is inspire me a lot :')

about me

my name is Christabel Hazel Ng Charles. will be turning 19 this year. 19.09.1994 and i love those numbers so much. all 9 ryte? ;) i'm Melanau mix Chinese. i have an awesome family. 5 of us including me. wanna know them? my king and only one, PAPA :) Charles Vincent is his name. he's simple and sometimes can be garang. rawrr. :D i'm his secretary and i'm a daddy girl. we have many chemistry. he's love to dance and he's a dancer too. aww. he love art too. his attitude mostly like my attitude too. so that's why i'm more with my papa than my mama. talk about my mama. she's my queen and MAMA Carolina Ng Bujang. she's is the tiger. garang but sporting. yeahh. me and her not so rapat. bak kata orang tidak padan. haha. my mama this rapat with my youngest brother. that's why he manja. my family always call her Datin because of her fashion. yup. when she's young she's like me love fashions and woww. ;) ngee. she's an athlete in school last time. now talking about my siblings. i'm the only daughter and only girl. ;) my 2nd brother name is Gabriel Pidan. he's now taller than me and he's form 5. he's swimmer, hockey player, footballer, prefect in school, an athlete too. when you saw his body he's abs will be shown like wowww. hahaha. don't ever mess with him. he's strong like damn. i even can't playing boxing with him because i know i will lose. :D this year he will going to Korea for Hockey competition. OMG! i'm the one who want to go Korea but he pulak yang go. i envy. haha. hope his team will be champion! GAMBATEH! FIGHTING! xD the youngest is Jeremiah Trunix. he's different than both of us. a bit brownish. haha. he's mummy favourite. whatever. :D he loves to cook. he's cooking is awesome \m/ that's all.

about my siblings. we always fight but if you guys mess with them, you guys will deserve more extreme from me. get it? ;)

i love them no matter what happen!

MY LOVELY FAMILY <3

my FAMILY that i love the most.

abygail and me :)

Mama Long and Me :)

irvin and me :)

Iva and me

irvin, me and Ingrid

syalayla

cousins, aunty and niece

ashley (niece) and me

iva and me

the cousins melanau

my niece Vanessa Mening

iva and me in Melanau costume

MY PARENTS

Andrew and Venetia

rey and ingrid

shivani

bryan

THOSE ARE SOME OF MY COUSINS AND RELATIVES. SOME I STILL DON'T HAVE THIER PICTURES SORRY ;) I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL. ;)

today's life

okay. i just woke up. hello everyone. how was your day today? since i'm in miri i just locked up in the room nowadays. no mood going out from the house. if want lepak no place to go. boring Miri nowadays. places people always lepak Bintang Mega Mall Parkson, Boulevard, Imperial Mall, GOL, Taman Awam and macam2 la. malas want to list it. hahahha. ohh about my boyfiee. he say wanna make tattoo yesterday but his sister don't ask him to do. haha. kesian nya. don't know la he do or not. yeahh. everyday tengok movie jak. :D whatever. thats all. later update my blog again. bye!

tonight

aloha semua. i just wanna tell that i keep laughing since just now because i saw my boyfiee tag me on facebook. he say "AKU DAH GUNTING RAMBUT BARU..TAPI MASALAHNYA KINEK TOK...GEREK AKU ADA TATOO...TAPI....AKU SIKDA TATOO..SO AKU SIKMOK KALAH...AKU PUN MOK TATOO AKAN DATANG..FULL SET RIGHT HAND!! Christabel Hazel Ng Charles YUHUUUUUUU!!!!" <---- HAHAHAHAHah! i keep laughing! he tak nak kalah ohh i ada tattoo. shit. full gik ya. damn. whatever dear. as long you be happy. i love him so much. sik lamak gik 4 month dah mekduak. awwwww. i cant believe i can tahan for this relationship. and now gik me jauh dr ny dah. :( aee. rindu awakkk. HAHAHAHA. 

okay. done. sik mok cita banyak. makin rindu gik lak. ;) i love you so much! :*

i love this song :D

my boy ever sing this song. hahaha. sot :D i love BIG BANG \m/

for my boy ;)

this song is my favourite song of all <3 hope he love it too. ;)

bored day

hello bloggerssss :D yeahh. first of all i wanna say im bored here. this afternoon i pick my brothers at school. ohh. i miss school a lot. its too many awesome memories in that awesome school. SMK SAINT JOSEPH is always in my heart. ;) i heard now the school got many new rules. new principal too. its a guy. and first day register sudah marah students because the students sik dengar cakap ny mok masuk dewan. BAHAHAHAHA. so if like mmg teruk sudah. haishh. the necktie pun sudah masuk dlm. no more gangster girl. aww. the canteen besar dy and the food its more expensive than last time. ngaitiiii~ hahaha. kesian the students. when i masuk school with louis, i feel like im the student with older version. bahaha. but kan my body small boleh jadi form 2 or 3. hahaha. best become small. :D i miss band, prefects life, my friends, juniors and especially my bestfriends. i miss them a lot! :'( i miss high school.

no mater what, we still need to achieve our life and goal to make us more independent in life, smarter, believe in ourself especially trust. :D SO GOODBYE, DON'T CRY AND SMILE.

and now im gonna tell you guys about my tattoo.

this is my first tattoo. i love it very much. i dont care what people tell about tattoo. its me and i'm the one who want it. i hate when people thought that people who have tattoo is BAD, SOSIAL, CLUBBING EVERY DAMN DAY, AND GANGSTER. its totally suck. you guys still dont even know the real them and you guys just say that. may God bless them. :) i may have many piercing, tattoo, and sometimes go club but its not i dont forget about God. i pray and i love him no matter what. and to all you guys never do SIN is it? PERFECT? woowww. NOBODY IS PERFECT. so, think before you talk and dont just simply hate people with those kind. maybe they are BETTER than you. we respect you, you rest us back.

so, thanks for reading. bye. love you all. <3

new year 2013

my old blog has been deleted because i dont even know my password. i forgot! gahhh. hahaha. so hows new year everyone? awesome? i spend my new year with one day movie marathon in my room. not even out from room. hahahha. yeahh. my wish for this 2013 is to become better person, good girl, study smart, stop clubbing always, a cute long relationship with my boyfieee. :* i love him so much. and last i hope everyone in the will be bless with God showering everyday! ;) about my boyfiee, hes awesome to me. a superman and hero in my life. i dont even care he's gangster or what. hahaha. he always with from up and down. i hope both of us will last forever. i wish him to continue study actually but if he get really a very good job i dont mind too. :D okay. thats all for now. 

p/s: im sorry if its bad. lamak sudah tidak update and tidak pakai blog yeaa. i'm lame. hahahahha. PEACE NO WAR.

my picture now :D HAHAHAHAAHA.